Strong

She isn't the easiest girl to love, and no. She has this bad of overthinking, she tends to overreact more than she should, and she gets a little insecure every once in awhile. She will be for your attention, she'll want literally take up all of your time, and she'll require a lot of reassurance. If anything, she is everything you wouldn't want in a girlfriend. She isn't capable trusting you, she doesn't know when to stop fighting with you even if she's wrong, and she has no problem pushing you if she feels like you're close to hurt her. Loving her will stress you out, loving her will make you angry, loving her will break your heart at times, loving her will test you, loving her will challenge you, and loving her will change you. It may get some demanding that you'll be tempted to walk away, it may get so hard that you'll think about giving up, and it may get so complicated that you won't want to deal with her anymore. Loving her means you get to see her at her most vulnerable and that is something that you'll have be strong enough to handle because she needs someone who's patient to understand why she is who she is today. It's not gonna be an easy relationship with her. But if she is inlove with you, then she can promise that you'll be loved with such passion and intensity that you'll forget what life like before she came along because she'll always be there to put your heart back together after breaking . Maybe she's not the best at being loved, but she's pretty amazing at loving.

L,  

The Journey

I'd give you all of me if I could.
But there is pieces of me scattered everywhere.
There's a piece at that trail where I used to walk and watch the sunset.
The awe is still there, a phantom limb I will not shake.

There's a piece somewhere in a lake with cold water.
I can still feel it crashing against the stones.
Another is somewhere along a country back road.
The wind tosses it around and where it lands, no one will ever know.

I even left a piece across the ocean, tucked up in a little cafe just sipping latte.
And of course, there's the piece I gave away to every person that ever deigned to love me in any way.

But for every piece I give away there's always something to take its place.
Souvenirs I pick up from every person and every destinations along the way.

I am mod podge masterpiece.
But I will always be this way, sprinkling out pieces of me like stardust everywhere I go.
Can't you see? It's the only way I know.